It was clearly an abusive work environment. You were mistreated and have nothing to feel ashamed about! If there was one mistake, it was staying at the job when you saw how awful it was to work there. But we've all made that mistake. When you're young, you believe that things can get better. I hope you're able to let this go. Telling others about it might help. <3

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